Nezahualcoyotl · Philosophy

Where Do We Go? Doubt and the Answer of Friendship

The songs’ open questioning of the afterlife - ‘Do we live again? Does anyone return?’ - set against the confident cosmology of official Aztec religion, and the tradition’s tender, this-worldly answer: enjoy the flowers, the songs, and above all the friends, here, while we are together.

From the lesson

For all their beauty, the songs of the Nezahualcoyotl tradition are haunted by a question they cannot answer and will not stop asking: where do we go when we die? Do we live again, or do we perish only once? Is there anything on the far side of death, or is the grave the end? The poetry returns to this again and again, not with the confidence of a creed but with the ache of genuine uncertainty. ‘Do we truly live on the earth? Where must we go?’ ‘Do the dead live again?’ ‘Does no one really know where we are going?’ This is one of the most remarkable features of the tradition, and one of the most human. Here is a court poetry, sung in a deeply religious society, that dares to voice open doubt about the ultimate fate of the soul - to sit in the dark with the hardest question there is, and confess that it does not know the answer.

To feel the daring of this doubt, you have to know what it doubted. Official Aztec religion offered a confident and detailed map of the afterlife - one determined not by how you had lived but by how you died. Warriors who fell in battle or on the sacrificial stone, and women who died in childbirth, went to accompany the sun across the sky. Those taken by water, lightning, or certain diseases went to Tlalocan, the lush paradise of the rain god. The vast majority, who died ordinary deaths, faced a long, hard, four-year journey through the nine levels of Mictlan, the underworld, to reach its lowest depth and, in most accounts, a kind of final dissolution. This was the received doctrine, taught and ritualized. Against this confident cosmology, the songs of Nezahualcoyotl’s tradition raise their quiet, corrosive questions - as if to ask: but do we really know any of this? Has anyone come back from Mictlan to confirm the map? The doubt is all the more striking for being voiced from within a culture that had such firm official answers.

The songs do not leave us in bare despair. Having refused false certainty about the beyond, they turn - gently, insistently - toward an answer that lies entirely on this side of death. If we cannot know where we go, then let us make the most of where we are: let us enjoy the flowers and the songs, and above all let us be friends, here, together, while we last. The Nahuatl tradition has a word for this bond, icniuhyotl, friendship or companionship, and the songs treasure it as the supreme good of the fleeting present. The gathering of companions, sharing flowers and songs and the warmth of the feast, becomes the tradition’s reply to the silence of the grave. Not a doctrine about the afterlife, but a practice for this life: since our time is short and the road ahead is dark, be present, be grateful, and be kind to the friends beside you now. It is a ‘seize the day’ whose deepest content is not pleasure but companionship - the human answer to a question the heavens would not answer.

This is the opening of the lesson. The rest — the dialogue, the primary source, and the recall — is in the app.

What you'll be able to recall

You learned that the songs question the afterlife openly - doubting whether we live again, noting that no one returns to tell us the road - against the official Aztec religion’s confident map of the dead, and that their answer to the doubt is the ‘carpe diem’ of friendship: enjoy the flowers and songs, and be friends,…

Leads to Omar Khayyam.

Begin this lesson →
← All lessons on Nezahualcoyotl

epoché — a humanities education that remembers you.